Anxious and almost saddened...

Hwody Howdy, I realize that I havn't posted in a couple days, because of a small "discussion/blow-up" with a family member, in order to soothe the issue, I have limited my time on this thing :) But, away from that, I am feeling pretty good about returning to Georgia, I am stil in prayer, but through the confirmation, via communication with family and friends, events that have taken place, or simply the Spirit of God, I am now ready to return home. I am wanting the doors to open for me first and foremost, I have a record of making hasty decisions lol. I appreciate all who have rayed with and for me, and hope to see you all soon, I Love each and every one of my peoples, God Bless you is my prayer, because you have blessed me more than you may know. With that, I say farewell for now, and Goodnight.

I couldn't think of a title, so this is it...

Hey people, I 've had a wonderful couple of days, although I had to attend church of god this morning and didn't get to go tonight, I have been a very happy camper for some reasons (which I am not at liberty to discuss at this current) time. I am now eighty-five percent sure I'm coming home to Ga. I've been talking to grayson alot, about "stuff" and he's been a real pick me up. I just feel really good right now, and I'm gonna focus on that and praise the Lord for it.

I didn't know I could hurt like that...

howdy all. Yesterday was my first actually day at work, and man, they 'bout killed my shoulders and back. Every minute and twenty seconds, I had to take a fifty-five pound bag of floor, off of the floor,and dump it at shoulder level....for eight hours! It was fun for the first half of the night, but then I could tell I was gonna get sore by this morning, which I am. I've got to work saturday, and they might even have me working sunday, which I don't like. All day long I was thinking about just how long I'll have to wait to come back to Georgia, unless God leads otherwise. I pray He gives me strenght to make it through whatever, and let my heart follow His will. God Bless and we'll C-ya'll around.

Just another day...

Finally finished training at my new job, BORING. Nine hours in a classroom, two days in a row. I get to actually do a little bit of work tomorrow. I still don't know exactly what I'm gonna do just yet, concerning my "decision", but I'm still applying, and praying, and I'm just gonna leave it in God's hands. I did find out acouple days ago(I don't know if I've already said this on my blog) that my job in Georgia is still open, so who knows. Hey don't be afraid to comment, I know you're here, so you may as well just talk back at me.:P But as for now, I'm gonna go ahead and try to slow down for the night. God Bless, and "happy trails"

Here I am...

Hey ya'll I got a job yesterday, the pay is awesome, but still pray that God open doors. Because, unlike most jobs they don't allow days off, and I won't be able to take a holiday for a year. That means I will have to miss, camp, general assembly, IYC, GA/FL Regional conventions, as well as, Alabama's events. This really saddens me because the church events are what keeps me going, being able to fellowship, and communicate with all of you. Just remain in prayer, I am probably still gonna go to the ministers convention in GA, and that's gonna be the point of my decision. To iether stay in AL, or go back home. Guy's I really need advice and direction, this is a hard thing for me. Sometimes when I think going home, I have to fight off tears, because for some reason I don't feel as though I should be here. Moma and Daddy want me to go to school, and I don't want them to think I'm a guiter. But I could always attend the distance learning program from another organization in flight. I'm just not sure were to go from here. I miss everything I had. I was at a church were I felt needed, and God was moving consistently, whereas now, I kinda feel like an outsider, and I can't even make it to church half of the time, because of work and money. I'm living with my grandparents but it's still weird. They don't understand me, I try to explain to them why I don't like the idea of missing events, and all they say is "well, it's good money". I'm not worried about the money. I have never been worried about the money. I'd rather live on the street and not have a job, than miss out on God. I didn't come to alabama to fall of the face of the earth for three years, I came here hoping to prosper a little, to minister, to evangelize, maybe even lead my grandparents to God. I just pray that if this is God's will, that he would send me some direction, or least give me some peace about my situation. Ya'll be in prayer for me, and if ya got any tidbits of advice I'd sure love to hear it.

With Love,
Bro. Justin A. Lott

WOW!!!

This years assembly was awesome, I have never seen, let me rephrase that, experienced a move of God of such proportions. Like many of the ministers stated, I believe that God has done a work in the heart of The Church Of God. I have a renewed faith in the power and strength of God. Saturday night was one the best services I have ever experienced. I felt the power of God moving long before we started marching up the stairs. While we were singing i felt the power of God, and began to worship. As the altar call proceeded I kinda took a backseat and observed because, unlike most times, i just didn't feel as though I needed to go down, I usually like to work with people in the altar but I just didn't feel the unction by God to go down. A few minutes passed, and jessi got my attention, I thought she just wanted to tell me something but she reached out her hand, and immediately when I grabbed her hand I felt glory run through me, so i went with her to the prayer line. On the way she asked me "are you ready to go through the fire". Now that may not seem like much to most of you but it hit a chord deep within my soul. We had been out to lunch that day, and we had been talking about how the youth of The Church needed to be ready to go through the fire. But anyway that meant a lot to me. Well, I said yes and we didn't speak much before we got to the line. She went in front of me, about half way through that line the power of God fell on me and by the time I really noticed anything around me I was on the otherside of the curtains, and God continued to bless all through the rest of the night. It was amazing! Praise The Lord! Young people, we need to get in our prayer closets, fast, and get a hold of God. Because the fire is coming and it's gonna take all we've got and everything we can get of God to go through it!!

BTW: if any of you bloggers out there have jessica's email addy or messenger ID, give her mine. tcoglga@yahoo.com I'd like to talk to her